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The theme of this week’s photographs is isolation. Turns out it’s rubbish for humans. Who knew? Well, now, after a year of restricted living, most of us. And yet there are many people who have suffered isolation’s negative effects way before Covid turned up and I hope we now make more efforts as individuals and as a society to connect to those who are alone since we’ve all now experienced how much it impacts on your mental wellbeing.

We have all been forced to separate and withdraw from each other. Taken out of the communities we were a part of, banished to our bubbles, denied contact from those we love. It has taken a toll and even after we are all allowed to interact once more, it might take sometime for us to heal the damage that has been done. We will have to unlearn our insular/unsocial ways altho hopefully it will be like riding the proverbial bike.

We were told ‘we are all in this together’ but the opposite was true. We were pulled apart and that clearly hasn’t been that great for anyone. So when this is all done and dusted, we are going to have to put ourselves back together again…just like Humpty Dumpty. Actually, maybe not like Humpty Dumpty. I don’t think he ever got put back together again, certainly not by the kings horses…I mean, how could a horse put back together an egg? They can’t even hold things let alone use shit like superglue which is really fucking fiddly..ok, forget about Humpty, bad eggsample, where was I? Oh yeah, isolation sucks but we’re gonna have to suck it up for a little while longer..

For now, we still have to hold tight. We must show restraint. We still need to stay the fuck away from each other for a little while longer. We must not blow all the progress we have made. We must make this the last lockdown. We cannot do this again. I know we are all lockdown weary but the next couple of months are crucial. The virus has not gone, it has just subsided. And it won’t stop replicating just because we have decided we’re over it. If we do not remain vigilant at this stage we would have all suffered this shit for nothing. I seem to remember saying all this after the last one. Well, that went well didn’t it? Could we really all be so dumb that we would just make the same mistakes all over again?

If you do want genuine freedom, which is not this halfway house masked up keep your distance bullshit, but unimpeded interaction, free of worry and fear, then you gonna have to still rein it in for now. Not because they told you to but because surely you want to? Just so we can get back to what we had. Isn’t that what we are all still striving for? There can’t be anyone on Earth who is actually happy with this type of existence? I wanna see people’s faces, I want to hug my friends, I want to talk to randoms again. I wanna be open not closed. Carefree not cautious. I just wanna be a human again.

I got vaxxed this week. I got the Vauxhall Astra Seneca. All went well altho did have a full on fever for 24 hours which was a little unpleasant but felt totally fine after that. The only thing is, and not sure if anyone else has experienced this but when it’s really quiet I can hear this voice which feels like it’s coming from inside my head…and it just keeps saying over and over again..buy microsoft, buy microsoft, buy microsoft…bit weird don’t you think?

This Town…28 days later.

It is exactly 28 days later since they imposed the London Lockdown and when you walk the desolate deserted streets of the West End it is exactly like waking up in that movie. There is not a soul around and it is extremely eerie. It has truly become a ghost town. And the further into the middle you get the quieter it becomes. There is no traffic noise, no drilling, no voices. Only the sound of silence.

There is a stark contrast to the calm stillness of the city centre with its abandoned streets and the tension within residential areas, driven by the need for human avoidance where ever you go. The irony is that the busiest part of London has now become the quietest. In all my life I have never seen the city like this. It is beautiful but also chilling at the same time.

These shots were all taken on daily allocated walks over the Easter Weekend and all people photographed whilst maintaining social distance.

Music is written, performed and produced by Charlie B. Lyrics taken from Ghost Town by the Specials .

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When I was a kid I wanted nothing more than to travel into the future and with 2020 looming I realise I actually achieved my dream, I just did it the long way round, in real time. The future doesn’t look quite as shiny and as optimistic as we maybe imagined back then but it is definitely here, as am I.

What we do now will dictate what kind of actual future we will have but we must act now… doing nothing will not maintain the status quo. Doing nothing will propel us forwards towards a future none of us want to be in…

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No theme, no commentary, just pictures this week.

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Babycakes Romero – Street Photographer (Pt 4)

if you cant see this vid please click on this link: https://vimeo.com/365519055

Season finale.

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Babycakes Romero – Street Photographer (Pt 3)

if you can’t see this vid please click here: https://youtu.be/1RKjVwqTfGU

“Babycakes Romero has the ability to blend into the background unlike anyone I have ever seen. He has built-in camouflage. A chameleon with a camera. You would think he was wearing Harry Potter’s invisibility cloak for the amount of attention he gets. His stealth mode is so finely tuned it actually made it difficult for him to be filmed as we weren’t sure where he was a lot of the time.”

Simon J Levene, film director.

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And so comes to the conclusion of this photographic series over the course of the last 3 weeks which showed a total cross section of people who are unified in time and space (each shot taken within minutes of each other) yet who seem to share, less a sense of community and more a sense of isolation, despite living side by side. I think often we feel disconnected to those around us because we are convinced we are the only ones who have a non-stop train of fretful thoughts about every single aspect of our lives and everyone else is just going about their business.

I touched on this subject in my speech at my book launch (link here if you weren’t there & want to see) and how the aim of my photography was to show that we are in fact living the same life, sharing the same concerns and if we could just share our internal anxieties (instead of our surface level achievements) we could break out of our separate realities and become a unified collective that would allow us to identify with each other. And this is something we desperately need to be able to do if we are going to successfully tackle the destabilisation of the climate.

Due to the latest scientific findings, an increase in reporting from the media, driven by the actions of the youth strike led by Greta Thunberg and the Extinction Rebellion, there has been a global awakening and even though it has initiated an international movement it has also generated as much anxiety as action. We are all now living in fear of how it is going to affect us and yet we are still viewing it from an individual perspective .

We are all currently trying to do our bit but our individual choices will ultimately not make a difference. Yes, we need live by example and to do everything we possibly can to alter our approach to living so we can wean ourselves off emission heavy consumption, whether it be through transport, meat or fast fashion, but those choices will not save us. Small alterations in the way we live will not be enough. Business as usual is over. We need the entire system to change. We need concrete legislation from our governments to initiate the massive shift that is required. We need to make ecocide a crime so that the polluters have to clean up their own shit and not put the onus on the consumer.

And we need change now. Not by 2050. That is just a generational shunt. This shit is clearly happening in our present, not a far flung future. And the situation is now desperate because we have been patiently waiting for our elected representatives to make the necessary changes that could steer us onto a sustainable path but after nearly 30 years and a relentless amount of stalling it is very evident that not only are they not going to provide solutions, they are in fact blocking them. They are not leading the way, they are standing in the way.

And we do not have time for that. We have left it too late. We have squandered all the time we needed to do this incrementally. Drastic actions are now required but drastic action is not happening. No-one in power is taking the necessary steps. Where are the leaders that will take us forward? We shouldn’t have to appeal to leaders who we need to convince, we should have leaders who want to convince everyone else.

There is simply not enough time to deal with obstacles in the road. Even if we had everyone 100% on board, from the top to the bottom, we would still have to go flat out on everything to halt and then reverse the effects of our emissions but we can’t because weak leaders and the greedy corporate cunts that put them there are preventing progress and we need to somehow get them the fuck out of the way. And the only way we can do that is to take them on as a single unit. We must become a global community than transcends national identity, colour and religion. If we don’t see each other as the same we are fucked.

But with continued discord and division in seemingly every country across the globe it would take something gargantuan to unite us and let us focus on the matter in hand. And ironically the threat of climate breakdown is the common enemy that should be allowing us to put our differences aside and join forces but it isn’t quite doing the job. Yes, there is a growing sense of communal necessity around the world but we need to get everyone on board in every single place on Earth immediately to have a chance in hell.

The only chance we have as a species to survive is to recognise that we all now have the exact same problem and the sooner we can join together sufficiently as a species the greater the chance we have to survive. We all share the fundamentals: we all need to food, water, shelter and people. None of us can live without these things but we can do without everything else. And these are the things that will be in jeopardy in the future.

The next major rebellion begins next week on October 7th. You might think that you are not the same as the people in the XR or do not agree with their methods but rebellion is now all we have. This will not happen unless we take a stand. We need to keep rattling the cages of those in power. And as I repeated mantra style over the course of the last rebellion, if you are anti-extinction you are in the rebellion.

It is not a type of person. It is not restricted to a demographic. It is literally everyone and we have to join together. The XR is not a solution in itself, the solution will be to give up everything we are currently doing, and start again. This is not a case of having our cake and still being able to eat it. The ‘cake’ has got to so we can build a better one. So we can put the human race back on a sustainable path, a path that continue. This one cannot. This is a dead end.

The world we have built cannot carry on in the same way. But you have to ask yourself, is that such a terrible thing? The changeover will be messy but there is undoubtedly a better version of human society than the one we are currently in. One that only really benefits those at the very top and everyone else suffers as a result. I don’t see rampant consumerism, soulless employment, addiction (in all its forms) and relentless anxiety over shit that doesn’t matter working for anyone. It isn’t making any of us particularly happy, so what are we really afraid of giving up? What are we protecting? The pursuit of pointlessness? We know its all nonsense so why cling on to it?

And for all concerned individuals, if you want to show your support for the rebellion you don’t necessarily have to go and get arrested on paint an X on your back. We just need to show them we will not just give up and let them destroy everything. We have to take a stand. And remember, you are not owed an existence. There is no entitlement to living. Nature’s system is designed so that you have to fight to survive. And as much as we feel the laws of nature do not apply to us, we are not exempt. We are going to have to battle for our lives. Just like every other species on this planet.

And yes, I got all that from a bunch of different people mooching around Portobello market…these shots were actually all taken in-between and during shooting my mini ‘docs’ and there are still a couple more episodes to come because, even though everything above is categorically happening, we still have to somehow continue with our lives as normal. We still need to work, we still need to earn money, we still need to do everything we were doing while we wait for the shit to hit the fan, which for me, is the most surreal and hardest aspect of all of this but life goes on..which is, in fact, the aim of all of this…

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Babycakes Romero – Street Photographer (Pt 2)

If you can’t see this vid please click on link here: https://youtu.be/gRGH3yA3o1w

“Babycakes Romero is committed to doing whatever it takes in his pursuit of documentation. He has no hesitation to put himself in the firing line to get the shot. He is willing to risk everything . He is the Don McCullin of West London. A war photographer on the streets of London, just without the war bit.”

S J Levene, film director.

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I would love to know what this woman is doing. She seems to be pinching an imaginary handle or measuring something invisible. Or maybe her hand has locked that way in some arthritic seizure and she is pondering what she should do about it. I really haven’t a clue. And I guess I never will. Unless you know or are the woman with the mysterious gripping hand, please step forward…

Babycakes Romero – Street Photographer. (Pt 1)

if you can’t see this vid click on link here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIqZzFjjMT4

“This is the first in a series of mini ‘docs’ where we give you a no holes barred expose of the reclusive photographer that is Babycakes Romero. We were granted exclusive access and he allowed himself to be filmed for the first time ever.  We will take you behind the scenes, to show you his unconventional methods, his radical style and will ultimately reveal why this camera shy photographer is hiding in the shadows of his own exposures. We bring you the man behind the myth. The man behind the made up name.”

Simon J Levene, director (Tube Poker) 

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